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Thursday, 23 April 2009

Light my way.





Yes, i have been abandoned my blog for quite a while since the last post. 
I have so much that i wanted to vent out onto my outer world, but i resisted.
Too much things are going through my mind. 
Emotions were toying me around, consequently i lost my true self. 
Most of my problems were caused by this sin. 
For years, I have been keeping it with me. Was I too young to expose it? 
For years,  I have been suffering. Was I too weak to confront it?
For years, I have been searching and trying hard to analyse the core.
I guess I was probably far too young to understand at the beginning anyways.

Not long ago, it happened again, at the right timing. 
No excuse to hold it back anymore, 
So that night i called the sinned core to resurface, that's my confession. 
Entrusted a soul,  with no fear, no tear, I wasn't frantic with worry. 
It was calm and peaceful, and I felt His presence. 
We prayed, with faith. 
The soul cried out in Joy. 

Confessed, 
It's just the beginning of another episode of the story. 
Confronting, 
NG/replay all the time, but I am trying hard to.  

Sometime, when i haven't had enough, i wish i could just...
Search the sky like children do. (Mayer)
and Take the empty cup and filling it up with a little bit more of innocence. ( Mraz)
They're just my wishful thinking. 

I am in the peril of searching where the light shines. 
Where can I find you and your promises?