i don't know what to say.
i don't know what to write.
i don't know what to type.
i don't know who are you.
i don't know who is he.
i don't know who is she.
i don't know who am i.

i just simply do not know.
i am not up here to complain or to judge.

Whoever out there are not satisfy with what you have now.
please get lost and get a life.
or turn on your TV - watch the news and listen carefully.
there're gazillion of human beings out there somewhere suffering,
and yet you are complaining about your LIFE!

How much more do you want?
so they're all about greed, jealousy, vanity...
you don't have an attractive look so what?
you don't have quantity of friends so what?
you don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend so what?
You don't have this and that SO WHAT?

You have your OWN life to live. A life that can only be experience physically and psychologically by you that Others could never feel or experience.
Why Do You make it such a big deal like you have no one to count on as if you'll die.
Oh please grow up and be mature!

You got to learn to be independent.
you got to do this on your own.
day after day, year after year.
your parents are getting older.
your siblings and friends have their own life.
they will vanish one day.
so, who are you with now? no one? or Jesus.
Then you start playing your loner role and being self pity.

Now I am here to wonder what position did you place God in your life?
After your contentment? or the worst-- after self actualization?
So do you think Mother Teresa ever reach self actualize stage? no.

you chose to chase those temporary love(s) rather than pursuit the eternity one.
So you never realize that something you could not find/get from this world can be find in that eternity love.

how much more time do you still want to spend on complaining "i need a life"